Im not sure if anyone will ever read this.

I just wrote this huge thing about how I'm going to be a better person and then my new laptop which i dont know how to work, earased it all. So, Im going to have to leave you hanging a little and sum it up; 1: Im insanly jelous of my friends and would kill to look like them. 2. I hate this book I had to read for english because it was about a drug user and I hate that kinda stuff. 3. I want to loose an insane amount of weight. 4 I want to love everyone just like God does... but I'm finding it imposible.